Read Say Please: Lesbian BDSM Erotica Online
Authors: Sinclair Sexsmith,Miriam Zoila Perez,Wendi Kali,Rachel Kramer Bussel,Gigi Frost,BB Rydell,Amelia Thornton,Dilo Keith,Vie La Guerre,Anna Watson
Say Please: Lesbian BDSM Erotica (25 page)
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Her hips began to move as she took off the tenth clothespin, and I came almost immediately at the very thought of what she was suggesting.
She started on the next ten clothespins, and once again I came as soon as her hips began to move.
The third time it wasn’t so easy. I was beginning to get tired; the pain from the release of the clothespins on my arms had overwhelmed my arousal, and the sensation of her cock inside me was making me feel bruised and sore. I didn’t think I’d be able to come again until I saw the look of arousal at her eyes at the sight of the pain she was causing me, and it sent me over the edge.
The fourth time she had to fuck me for almost ten minutes, and the only thing that got me over the edge was desperation at the thought that I still had to do it again.
Then, when the only clothespin left was the one on my clitoris, she pulled her cock from my body and the sensation of emptiness was such a relief that I came again.
I could feel a look of horror fill my face, and she smiled at me.
“Yes, I saw that,” she said, “and yes, you’re going to have to pay.”
Then she reached over to the nightstand drawer, smoothed a condom over her cock, spread some lube onto it, and lifted my legs to press it against my ass.
I whimpered in fear.
“You’ve never taken this one up your ass before, have you, pretty girl?”
I shook my head.
“But you want to,” she said. “You want me to fuck you like I said I would, as punishment until you come again.”
I did. I was scared, I knew it would hurt, and I had never wanted anything more in my life.
I nodded, and she gently started to push into me.
It didn’t hurt, not the way I feared. I was so turned on that although it felt big and scary, I was afraid I’d come from her using me before the clothespin was off, and that only aroused me more.
It took some time, but she slowly worked herself into my ass, and when her cock was buried as deeply as it would go, she pulled the clothespin off my clitoris and I screamed and came.
“Good girl,” she said, and then her hips slowly started to move.
I gasped at the sensation of something so large fucking my ass and tried to relax into it as she smiled above me.
“This is for me,” she said. “I’m just going to use that tight little hole of yours until I’m good and done with it, so you can come as much or as little as you like, I really don’t care.”
And I did. I came at the look of satisfaction and pleasure on her face as she fucked my ass. I came again when her hips pushed deeply, one last time inside me. Then I orgasmed once more when she pulled out and gathered me in her arms.
She snuggled me close until we both got our breath back. Then she asked me to kneel on the floor beside the bed and wait, before wandering from the room.
When she returned, she held something in her hands.
It was a collar.
Suddenly, for almost the first time since I’d known her, Karin looked nervous. “I hadn’t planned to ask you yet. I didn’t really think you were ready, but after tonight…” She paused. “Emily, would you do me the honor of wearing my collar?”
I looked at her, and suddenly my voice came out strong and clear. “In my heart,” I said, “I think I already am.”
ABOUT THE AUTHORS
ALYSIA ANGEL
is a high femme currently living in Durham, North Carolina. She is a Lambda Literary 2011 Fellow, self-published, and published in
Salacious
magazine and
Curve
magazine. Alysia enjoys eating ribs with bare hands, food carts, reviewing restaurants, well-roasted coffee, and living the amoret dream.
is a high femme currently living in Durham, North Carolina. She is a Lambda Literary 2011 Fellow, self-published, and published in
Salacious
magazine and
Curve
magazine. Alysia enjoys eating ribs with bare hands, food carts, reviewing restaurants, well-roasted coffee, and living the amoret dream.
RACHEL KRAMER BUSSEL
(
rachelkramerbussel.com
) is an author, editor, blogger, and event organizer. She has edited over forty anthologies, including
Women in Lust, Best Bondage Erotica 2011
and
2012, Spanked, Bottoms Up, Orgasmic, Fast Girls, The Mile High Club,
and more. She’s a sex columnist for
SexIs
magazine and blogs at
lustylady.blogspot.com
and
cupcakestakethecake.blogspot.com
.
(
rachelkramerbussel.com
) is an author, editor, blogger, and event organizer. She has edited over forty anthologies, including
Women in Lust, Best Bondage Erotica 2011
and
2012, Spanked, Bottoms Up, Orgasmic, Fast Girls, The Mile High Club,
and more. She’s a sex columnist for
SexIs
magazine and blogs at
lustylady.blogspot.com
and
cupcakestakethecake.blogspot.com
.
SOSSITY CHIRICUZIO
is a working-class/fat/poly femme who hosts and produces Dirty Queer, a monthly X-rated open mic, fund-raiser, and community gathering. She has a CD,
Hand to Mouth
, and released
Stir The Juice
, a book of erotic poetry about queer passion and adventure, in 2011.
is a working-class/fat/poly femme who hosts and produces Dirty Queer, a monthly X-rated open mic, fund-raiser, and community gathering. She has a CD,
Hand to Mouth
, and released
Stir The Juice
, a book of erotic poetry about queer passion and adventure, in 2011.
KIKI DELOVELY
is a queer femme performer/writer whose work has appeared in
Best Lesbian Erotica 2011
and
2012
,
Salacious
magazine,
Gotta Have It: 69 Stories of Sudden Sex
, and
Take Me There: Transgender and Genderqueer Erotica
. Kiki’s greatest passions include artichokes, words, alternative baking, and taking on research for her writing.
is a queer femme performer/writer whose work has appeared in
Best Lesbian Erotica 2011
and
2012
,
Salacious
magazine,
Gotta Have It: 69 Stories of Sudden Sex
, and
Take Me There: Transgender and Genderqueer Erotica
. Kiki’s greatest passions include artichokes, words, alternative baking, and taking on research for her writing.
SHAWNA ELIZABETH
(
fuckyeahfemmes.tumblr.com
) is a femme writer and academic studying queer theory. This is her first time writing smut.
(
fuckyeahfemmes.tumblr.com
) is a femme writer and academic studying queer theory. This is her first time writing smut.
GIGI FROST
(
www.thefemmeshow.com
) is a Boston-based artist and activist who serves up smut with a side of politics. She tours nationally with Body Heat and The Femme Show. Recent publications under a variety of pseudonyms include
Second Person Queer
and
Girl Crazy
.
(
www.thefemmeshow.com
) is a Boston-based artist and activist who serves up smut with a side of politics. She tours nationally with Body Heat and The Femme Show. Recent publications under a variety of pseudonyms include
Second Person Queer
and
Girl Crazy
.
MERIDITH GUY
(
meridithguy.tumblr.com
) lives with her partner in rural Virginia where they do very naughty things behind closed doors in their very nice neighborhood. She has many hobbies with a kinky bent, building sawhorses among them.
(
meridithguy.tumblr.com
) lives with her partner in rural Virginia where they do very naughty things behind closed doors in their very nice neighborhood. She has many hobbies with a kinky bent, building sawhorses among them.
DUSTY HORN
’
s
erotica has been published by Cleis in
Orgasmic
and
Best Bondage 2011
, her sex culture reportage on
CarnalNation.com
, and her critical theory of sex work in
AORTA
magazine. A BDSM professional, queer pornographer, kink educator, social worker, and rocknroll exhibitionist slut, Dusty is (in)famous for her spanking booths.
’
s
erotica has been published by Cleis in
Orgasmic
and
Best Bondage 2011
, her sex culture reportage on
CarnalNation.com
, and her critical theory of sex work in
AORTA
magazine. A BDSM professional, queer pornographer, kink educator, social worker, and rocknroll exhibitionist slut, Dusty is (in)famous for her spanking booths.
AUGUST INFLUX
(
augustinflux.wordpress.com
) is brand new to the wonderful world of writing. By day, she wanders around San Jose State University (California) campus as Big Queer Activist. By night she hides in her Bat Cave and homeworks it up until the wee hours of the morning. On weekends, she dons the guise of a housewife and bakes up a storm in her apron and high heels. She loves being femme, as a boy or a girl, and thinks monogamy as it relates to her is silly.
(
augustinflux.wordpress.com
) is brand new to the wonderful world of writing. By day, she wanders around San Jose State University (California) campus as Big Queer Activist. By night she hides in her Bat Cave and homeworks it up until the wee hours of the morning. On weekends, she dons the guise of a housewife and bakes up a storm in her apron and high heels. She loves being femme, as a boy or a girl, and thinks monogamy as it relates to her is silly.
WENDI KALI
is a part-time writer and photographer and full-time motorcycle-riding butch. She is currently working on a manuscript about her life as a gender-bending butch. “First Ride” is her first publication. She currently lives in Portland, Oregon.
is a part-time writer and photographer and full-time motorcycle-riding butch. She is currently working on a manuscript about her life as a gender-bending butch. “First Ride” is her first publication. She currently lives in Portland, Oregon.
DILO KEITH
is a polymorphously perverse bisexual queer, thanks, in part, to Brenda Howard. Writing erotica is the newest manifestation of a lifelong fascination with sexuality and multi-decadal interest in BDSM. It felt great the first time, so Dilo did it again, first alone, later with friends, and eventually in public.
is a polymorphously perverse bisexual queer, thanks, in part, to Brenda Howard. Writing erotica is the newest manifestation of a lifelong fascination with sexuality and multi-decadal interest in BDSM. It felt great the first time, so Dilo did it again, first alone, later with friends, and eventually in public.
Editor of
Carnal Machines, Spank, The Sweetest Kiss,
and
Where the Girls Are
,
D. L. KING
has contributed short stories to
Best Lesbian Erotica, Best Women’s Erotica, Girl Crazy,
and
Broadly Bound
, among others. She’s published two novels and edits the erotica review site
Erotica Revealed
. Find her at
www.dlkingerotica.com
.
Carnal Machines, Spank, The Sweetest Kiss,
and
Where the Girls Are
,
D. L. KING
has contributed short stories to
Best Lesbian Erotica, Best Women’s Erotica, Girl Crazy,
and
Broadly Bound
, among others. She’s published two novels and edits the erotica review site
Erotica Revealed
. Find her at
www.dlkingerotica.com
.
VIE LA GUERRE
is a femme wordsmith who lives in Chicago with her kitten, Foxy Brown.
is a femme wordsmith who lives in Chicago with her kitten, Foxy Brown.
SASSAFRAS LOWREY
(
www.PoMoFreakshow.com
) is an international award–winning storyteller, author, artist, and educator. Sassafras is the editor of the
Kicked Out
anthology, which brought together the voices of current and former homeless LGBTQ youth. Her prose has been included in numerous anthologies and she regularly teaches LGBTQ storytelling workshops at colleges and conferences across the country. Sassafras lives in Brooklyn, New York, with her family.
(
www.PoMoFreakshow.com
) is an international award–winning storyteller, author, artist, and educator. Sassafras is the editor of the
Kicked Out
anthology, which brought together the voices of current and former homeless LGBTQ youth. Her prose has been included in numerous anthologies and she regularly teaches LGBTQ storytelling workshops at colleges and conferences across the country. Sassafras lives in Brooklyn, New York, with her family.
ELAINE MILLER
(
www.ElaineMiller.com
) is a Vancouver leatherdyke who has been passionately involved in the leather/ queer community for eighteen years through writing, education, and creating events. As a writer, Elaine has been frequently anthologized and spent four years as a kinky sex columnist. She runs a wee brick-and-mortar store selling consignment leathers to bikers and leatherfolk.
(
www.ElaineMiller.com
) is a Vancouver leatherdyke who has been passionately involved in the leather/ queer community for eighteen years through writing, education, and creating events. As a writer, Elaine has been frequently anthologized and spent four years as a kinky sex columnist. She runs a wee brick-and-mortar store selling consignment leathers to bikers and leatherfolk.
MIRIAM ZOILA PÉREZ
is a Cuban-American writer, blogger, and reproductive justice activist. She is the founder of Radical
Doula.com
and an editor at
Feministing.com
. Her essays have been included in various anthologies, including
Persistence: All Ways Butch and Femme
. Pérez lives in Brooklyn.
is a Cuban-American writer, blogger, and reproductive justice activist. She is the founder of Radical
Doula.com
and an editor at
Feministing.com
. Her essays have been included in various anthologies, including
Persistence: All Ways Butch and Femme
. Pérez lives in Brooklyn.
BB RYDELL
promotes queer visibility, expression, and grassroots community building through writing, filmmaking, and performance. Rydell co-produces Seattle Spit, Seattle’s longest-running monthly queer spoken-word event, and is a member of the Producers Collective, an intentional artist and producer community that values social justice, creative expression, and diversity. Rydell’s work has been screened at the Seattle Transgender Film Festival and is published in
Tales of Travelrotica: Volume 2
and
Penetalia
.
promotes queer visibility, expression, and grassroots community building through writing, filmmaking, and performance. Rydell co-produces Seattle Spit, Seattle’s longest-running monthly queer spoken-word event, and is a member of the Producers Collective, an intentional artist and producer community that values social justice, creative expression, and diversity. Rydell’s work has been screened at the Seattle Transgender Film Festival and is published in
Tales of Travelrotica: Volume 2
and
Penetalia
.
MARIA SEE
is a Brooklyn native living in San Francisco. Her writing has been published in collections including
Visible: A Femmethology
and
Gotta Have It: 69 Stories of Sudden Sex
. She is currently working on her first book, a novel of erotic dominance and submission.
is a Brooklyn native living in San Francisco. Her writing has been published in collections including
Visible: A Femmethology
and
Gotta Have It: 69 Stories of Sudden Sex
. She is currently working on her first book, a novel of erotic dominance and submission.
ELIZABETH THORNE
is thrilled to make her living from sex…writing about it, that is. In addition to working as a sex educator, she has contributed to numerous erotic anthologies. Her collection of pansexual BDSM erotic fairy tales—
The Gingerbread Dungeon
—was published in July 2011. Learn more at
WithBatedBeth.com
.
is thrilled to make her living from sex…writing about it, that is. In addition to working as a sex educator, she has contributed to numerous erotic anthologies. Her collection of pansexual BDSM erotic fairy tales—
The Gingerbread Dungeon
—was published in July 2011. Learn more at
WithBatedBeth.com
.
AMELIA THORNTON
is a very good girl with very bad thoughts, who lives by the English seaside with her collection of school canes, a lot of vintage lingerie, and too many shoes. She has been published in
Best Women’s Erotica 2011
and
2012
,
Women in Lust,
and several Xcite anthologies, and enjoys baking, hard spankings, and writing beautiful naughtiness.
is a very good girl with very bad thoughts, who lives by the English seaside with her collection of school canes, a lot of vintage lingerie, and too many shoes. She has been published in
Best Women’s Erotica 2011
and
2012
,
Women in Lust,
and several Xcite anthologies, and enjoys baking, hard spankings, and writing beautiful naughtiness.
ANNA WATSON
is a married old-school femme mom who queers suburbia west of Boston. For more, see
Sometimes She Lets Me; Girl Crazy; Best Lesbian Erotica 07, 08, 09; Fantasy: Untrue Stories of Lesbian Passion; Visible: A Femmethology, Volume One;
and
Take Me There
. As Cate Shea, she writes for
www.customeroticasource.com
.
is a married old-school femme mom who queers suburbia west of Boston. For more, see
Sometimes She Lets Me; Girl Crazy; Best Lesbian Erotica 07, 08, 09; Fantasy: Untrue Stories of Lesbian Passion; Visible: A Femmethology, Volume One;
and
Take Me There
. As Cate Shea, she writes for
www.customeroticasource.com
.
XAN WEST
is the pseudonym of an NYC BDSM/sex educator. Xan’s “First Time Since” won honorable mention for the 2008 NLA John Preston Short Fiction Award. Xan has appeared in many anthologies, including
Best SM Erotica 2
&
3
,
Best Women’s Erotica 2008
&
2009
, and
Best Lesbian Erotica 2011
.
is the pseudonym of an NYC BDSM/sex educator. Xan’s “First Time Since” won honorable mention for the 2008 NLA John Preston Short Fiction Award. Xan has appeared in many anthologies, including
Best SM Erotica 2
&
3
,
Best Women’s Erotica 2008
&
2009
, and
Best Lesbian Erotica 2011
.
ABOUT THE EDITOR
SINCLAIR SEXSMITH
(
mrsexsmith.com
) is a writer, performer, and teacher focused on sovereignty, healing, and communication through the personal examinations of sex, gender, and relationships. She has written the award-winning personal online writing project
Sugarbutch Chronicles: The Sex, Gender, and Relationship Adventures of a Kinky Queer Butch Top
at Sugarbutch. net since 2005. Her smut stories can be found in more than a dozen anthologies, including
Best Lesbian Erotica 2006, 2007, 2009,
and
2011
;
Secret Slaves: Erotic Stories of Bondage; Gotta Have It: 69 Stories of Sudden Sex; Sometimes She Lets Me: Best Butch/Femme Erotica; The Harder She Comes: Butch Femme Erotica;
and
Take Me There: Transgender and Genderqueer Erotica.
Her writings on gender are included in
Visible: A Femmethology Volume II
and
Persistence: All Ways Butch and Femme
. She writes online in various places, including butch perspective on pop culture at
AfterEllen.com
, advice at SexIs-Magazine. com, and Cliterotica, a lesbian erotica roundup, for the Lambda Literary Foundation. Mr. Sexsmith holds degrees in both social change and creative writing from the University of Washington, and studied and taught writing and performance poetry at the Bent Writing Institute for queers in Seattle. From her current home of New York City she produces Sideshow: The Queer Literary Carnival reading series. This is her first anthology.
(
mrsexsmith.com
) is a writer, performer, and teacher focused on sovereignty, healing, and communication through the personal examinations of sex, gender, and relationships. She has written the award-winning personal online writing project
Sugarbutch Chronicles: The Sex, Gender, and Relationship Adventures of a Kinky Queer Butch Top
at Sugarbutch. net since 2005. Her smut stories can be found in more than a dozen anthologies, including
Best Lesbian Erotica 2006, 2007, 2009,
and
2011
;
Secret Slaves: Erotic Stories of Bondage; Gotta Have It: 69 Stories of Sudden Sex; Sometimes She Lets Me: Best Butch/Femme Erotica; The Harder She Comes: Butch Femme Erotica;
and
Take Me There: Transgender and Genderqueer Erotica.
Her writings on gender are included in
Visible: A Femmethology Volume II
and
Persistence: All Ways Butch and Femme
. She writes online in various places, including butch perspective on pop culture at
AfterEllen.com
, advice at SexIs-Magazine. com, and Cliterotica, a lesbian erotica roundup, for the Lambda Literary Foundation. Mr. Sexsmith holds degrees in both social change and creative writing from the University of Washington, and studied and taught writing and performance poetry at the Bent Writing Institute for queers in Seattle. From her current home of New York City she produces Sideshow: The Queer Literary Carnival reading series. This is her first anthology.
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